kelechi. you are not alone. we are all sinners. however, the fact you know you are a sinner, is vital to your future because God has a Spirit and it is speaking to your inner heart. God,
the Creator, loves you with a never ceasing love, and wants to give you the power to resist temptations. we are all assaulted every day by these evil temptations by the evil spirits that
inhabit the Earth. it is not sinful to have the temptations, only sinful if you are seduced and give in to the temptation. each time you are confronted by a temptation, instantly request
the Holy Spirit of God to resist. say no, no, i will not fall, i will nor fail my Lord. do this every time and you will build up resistence to the tempts. the Holy Spirit will not force you. it always
lets you make the decision to resist. this is your free will. you will be confronted by tempts at your weakest moments, ocassionaly you will fail, ask for forgiveness and it is yours. call on
God, and He will give you courage and strength. each time you are victorious glorify your God. blessings to you kelechi.
look around. do u think? everything happening by itself? who is controlling this universe? Certainly there is huge Power behind all this. Which we called "GOD". Just think deeply.
If you can take a better look at yourself, and other living creatures and ask yourself how the world begin, you will realize that there is God somewhere.
It is said in the Bible that 'if we say we have no sin we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us'. By our own might or strength we cannot succeed to be holy before God, but it is through God's grace that we can stand before him. God is our father and we should approach just as we approach our father.
God is a spirit and we can only reach him when we enter in the spirit. We can meet him through his son Jesus Christ because without him, it was impossible to reach Him.
If God can be illusion, them be worried of yourself because your existence can be an illusion too. God is real and from looking at yourself and the activities in your body, you will realize that someone knowledgeable did a great job in you and that is God.
First of all don't try to look like a holy person, serve the people, when you start serving,many will disobey you, hurt you,scold you,after that you will feel something different, neglect all odds in your way, don't harm others.